Saddam Hussein’s Secret Diary Found
By DEREK CLONTZ
Your World Report
The discovery of Saddam Hussein’s secret diary in a bombed out bunker in
Baghdad proves it beyond the shadow of a doubt: The Iraqi strongman was not only an evil
and ruthless tyrant who ruled his country with an iron fist, he was a:
- frustrated rock musician,
- nerd who fretted about his manhood,
- secret admirer of President George Bush,
- cannibal who enjoyed the taste of human flesh,
- closet transvestite with occasional homosexual
appetities who, in his heart of hearts, preferred silk panties, cocktail dresses and
feather boas to the Army greens he forced himself to wear in public.
And that’s not all.
Peppering the handwritten, “chicken scratch” text of the
247-page document - portions of which were shredded by a bunker bomb - are hundreds of
startling glimpses into the life, mind and soul of the most vicious dictator to hit the
world stage since Nazi madman Adolf Hitler took control of Germany in 1939.
“This is an astonishing self-portrait of a man who for many in the
world is evil incarnate,” a CIA analyst who has seen the diary Your World Report and
derekclontz.com exclusively.
“The fact that he thrived on terror, torture and death is common
knowledge -- we all saw that as he imposed his will on millions of innocent people as the
self-proclaimed leader of Iraq.
“But the idea of him secretly worrying about his masculinity and
prowess as a lover, wishing that he had learned to play keyboards and sing with a rock
band, pining for a love connection with Barbara Bush and a dreaming of a gay old night on
the town with French President Jacques Chirac is something nobody expected.
“I thought he spent his private hours pulling the wings off flies
and watching his goons torture innocent women and children with cattle prods and stun
guns. But now we know the truth.
“And the truth will blow you away. Saddam was vicious and
ruthless, yes. But he also was a pea-brained idiot, a pervert - and crazy as a loon.”
The source declined to say precisely when and where the leather-bound
diary was discovered although it is widely believed to have been found by U.S. troops just
days after they made their first forays into the heart of Baghdad.
According to the source, both CIA and Army intelligence analysts agree
“beyond any reasonable doubt” that the journal “is written in Saddam’s
peculiar, childlike scrawl“ and is, in fact, “authentic.”
It begins with an entry dated January 17, 1998, in which he slapped
himself on the wrist for ordering the decapitation of a childhood friend who
lightheartedly joked that Saddam “looked like he was putting on a little weight in
his old age.“
It ends with a scribbled note about the “bad chicken” he ate
while Coalition forces bombed Baghdad on April 2, 2003 -- giving him what the CIA source
snidely calls “the mother of all stomach pains and a serious case of the trots.”
Neither the CIA nor the Pentagon will discuss the diary on record
pending a go-ahead from the White House. Privately, however, insiders confirm that
“significant entries” will be made public in weeks and months to come, possibly
by the President himself.
Here, from the source, are excerpts as translated by the CIA
His gay nights with French President Jacques Chirac. In an entry
dated Aug. 5, 6, 7, 8, 2001, Saddam writes: “Jacques is my friend, my lover, my
confidante. His kisses are like the French wines we drink -- sweet, and fine. Our nights
are filled with love, and one another. I wish he never had to leave me, but the world
wouldn’t understand what we have between us.”
His bizarre obsession with Michael Jackson. Saddam referred to
the reclusive but wildly popular pop icon in numerous diary entries, including one dated
Sept. 20, 2001 that read: “He is a man of enormous and extraordinary talents. But how
does he go walking on the moon, how does he do the moonwalk? My Michael moves like an
angel. I would kill everyone who dislikes him.”
His frantic late-night phone calls to Monica Lewinski. He never
got through to President Bill Clinton‘s No. 1 intern, but according to a diary entry
dated April 12, 2000, he tried. “I do know what he (Clinton) saw in her. She is a
woman of rare beauty and significant female temptations and charms. I must have her. I
must!”
Why he loves the taste of human flesh. In a diary entry dated
March 22, 1999, Saddam extols the virtues of eating human flesh, especially flesh stripped
from infants who were gutted alive: “Cannibal cultures have the right idea. Human
flesh is more powerful than all other meats. When I eat the flesh of fresh babies, I am
energized and joyous for weeks. The taste is exquisite, like tender marinated lamb.”
The night he made love to terror kingpin Osama bin Laden's goat.
It‘s not entirely clear if Saddam was being facetious with this diary entry dated
July 14, 2002, but he refers to “Osama‘s favorite goat“ and then adds
cryptically, “Our nights are special and move me to tears. I have experienced
unconditional love and the closeness I crave.”
The wild tattoo he doesn't want the world to see. In several
diary entries Saddam talks about the Barbara Bush tattoo over his heart. “It is true
that I am most intrigued by this woman who can control with a smile or a coy shake of her
tresses the ‘Great Satan’ (President Bush). But she can never be mine. I should
forget her and this remove this image (tattoo) over my heart. But I can’t get her out
of my mind.“
The butt implants he hoped would make him “young” again.
In an entry dated Dec. 18, 2002, Saddam chortled: “They worked. They worked. Sitting
doesn’t hurt me now. And I have the firm buttocks of a strong, young teenager -- not
flat like a man who is old.”
What he really thinks about Osama bin Laden -- and George Bush.
In a post 9/11 entry, Saddam pontificates on bin Laden and Bush: “I admire Bush but
he is evil -- EVIL -- and he must be destroyed.
And he must be destroyed by me because Osama is a woman -- he is weak
and hides behind his followers rather than lead them as Bush and I do. Osama is a
‘whimpering mama’s boy’ born into wealth. And it shows.”
Secret torment over his teeny-weeny. While parading around
Baghdad firing rifles and ordering executions like a “big dog,” in a secret
diary entry dated March 11, 1999 Saddam bemoaned his shrunken manhood: ”Why me? Why
me? My own sons are endowed like big, strong animals and I am so small. My lovers laugh at
me behind my back. I have heard they call me ’the pencil’.
His desperate wish to ride on America's space shuttle. Although
Saddam knew better than to say it in public, he revealed his wish in a diary entry dated
July 20, 1999: “Flying into space like a great bird -- that is for me. Allah willing,
my day will come.“
Why he wanted to become a rock star. In a diary entry dated June
2, 1990, Saddam wrote: “If they could see me on stage, if they could hear me sing and
play the piano or drums, they would understand I am a passionate man, a loving man, a fun
man. Saddam! Saddam! Saddam! I would knock them dead. Ha! Ha! Ha!”
Why he ordered agents to kill an unnamed friend's bride -- on their
wedding day. In a diary entry dated Nov. 19, 2002, Saddam wrote: “Kill her. Kill
her with Sarin! Didn‘t she know when she married my friend, she married me, too?
Foolish woman.”
The all-American love child he doesn't want you to know about.
According to a diary entry dated Jan. 30, 1999, Saddam had at least one baby out of
wedlock -- with the wife of an American oil tycoon. “Doesn’t he (the unnamed oil
man) realize the boy looks like me? Maybe he doesn’t want to know. But he has to. The
boy is my son and one day I will march into America with an army to claim him.“
His plan to nuke the pyramids, Mt. Rushmore -- and Eiffel Tower.
Saddam’s ego was without bounds, and in a diary entry dated Aug. 12, 2002, he dreamed
of world where all eyes were on him: “The pyramids and Mt. Rushmore, the Great Wall
of China, the Eiffel Tower . . . I will destroy them all in a show of technological might
they do not believe I have. They will see my power in a mushroom cloud of death and
devastation. Then they will know who I am.“
The shocking real reason he developed weapons of mass destruction.
In an diary entry dated May 12, 2000, Saddam revealed the true intent behind Iraqi
programs to develop weapons of mass destruction: “I will conquer and enslave all
Arabs wherever they live and work -- all Arabs will bow before mighty Saddam. By the holy
name of Allah, everyone else, all infidels, will die.”
Why he dressed in women’s clothes. Western journalists have
long suspected that Saddam was gay, but nobody realized he was a transvestite, too.
As he wrote in an undated diary entry, “I love being a woman. I
love wearing women’s clothes. I love my glittering dresses and feathers. I adore the
undergarments. I feel pretty in my fancy silks. Sometimes I want a strong man to hold me
in his arms and say, ‘Everything’s going to be okay, Saddam. Everything‘s
going to be okay.’"
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